Transition from LOVE to INFATUATION

Man's world always revolves around the PGGM(Parents ,Goals ,Girls ,Money).I read many battles and seen them(in the idiot box yaar), where the only reason that they were fought was either Woman or Money. SO I thought y not I explain about the 2G's which played a pivotal role in my life and so here I am with few experiences and reflections.

I heard that there is a thin line between infatuation and love but could not get clearly make difference between them. You think of someone all the time, you keep checking the log of your mobile frequently for her name to appear...u think of her safety all the time. If that is called as love then I have been in love with many. But then what’s real LOVE (damn it) I mean when a person knows that he is in LOVE...

Coming to my case, I had my first Love (u may call it as crush but I used to call it as LOVE) in my intermediate. I still remember the first day of my college ,I occupied the third bench(that’s my trademark since school)and I saw
This female with long hair in pink dress entering the class (godddd), I was bowled over her. Eventually by the end of the day I somehow managed to talk with her and the talks continued till 1yr...And from then my world changed from rugby, football to this gal. As an effect I screwed my Inter +1 and was threw to other college, I was forced to turn this LOVE to infatuation...I mean my career compromised my first love.

(Lesson learned: Loving a gal at that age was unmanageable ...
u need to give a decent time which costed a lot to me)

Then I slogged for one loooooooongg dry yr and came
Out with some decent career options. I joined in engg. as usual I liked a gal ,she was calm ,kind ,beautiful gal ,even my friend had the same feelings towards her and came to me for help(didn’t know what to do but had to follow my
Genial side of my heart/mind? iam not sure which one)...(as i dont want to go in details)...again made transition from love to infatuation and completed the engg..

So this transition from LOVE to infatuation was really tough
As even she liked me. I arrived at many embarrassing
Situations and hit many vital questions about my life which
Made me stronger and wiser and was finally out of it.

(Lesson Learned: you need to dare a lot to LOVE someone,
As it may spoil many relations (friends, family if ever they
are in critical situations.
Love to a gal may be precious one, but not the most precious).

Now I am working for a firm and learnt that I just overtook one of the
G's in my life (I see a twist coming ahead but not yet
Affirmative) but one thing now really overpowers me
Is the four letter word GOAL (the other G)...I never
Spoke of it till now but I had infatuation on it .now in all
my previous experiences i had been in LOVE and transited
from it to infatuation but this is the first time where I arrived
In love with my career from infatuation (let me see where it takes).

Wish u happy NEW yr 2009

Equations of lyf

"Equations of lyf"..i think rather it should be
"confusions of lyf".whatever its lyf.Always heard this
word with some others ascomparision...as a challenge,
as a game but i think no one has given a true definition
for it.(neither i would dare to give),but for me its been
parents,small goals,friends,few crush's and roller coaster of confusions
(i always thought that "Mein aisa Kyun hoo" song is apt for me).
I cursed it for having me in confusions but now i am
realising the implications,it actually thought me to be
caring and selfish whenever i thought of MY parents,and
to be faithful and selfless in case of friends,it
thought me to be daring and foolish whenever it comes to
my career.Not the least but whenever it gave me a confusing
situation ,its actually making me to opt a right choice
rather then giving up. If parents are among our best teachers
then u can call lyf as headmaster(again a comparision goddddd).
So the equations of lyf are always confusing.(jo dhik
tha hein wo nahin dhik tha hein,jo nahin dhik tha hein
wo dhik tha hein).Now i started to learn slowly the
implications of it and one fact of it- lyf always
enforces the unexpected.So get ready to face it(Dare it
and try defining it).
Anyways this is my panorama of lyf,now dont ask me wats
the point in depicting all this about lyf as it is
already versed by everyone.I learnt one more thing from
lyf that "dont change urself for anyone or
anything"-----NENUINTHEY